Son Sad 3-Overwhelming Kisses

The week after I came back from Barcelona and Rome, it happens that I did not turn up for work on Thursday, and Friday was a holiday following the weekend.

So I spent 4 days sitting alone in my apartment, basically doing nothing.It's really a dramatic turn for me right from all the hoo-haa's from the trip into a dead lonely world of me and my room.

Facing the four walls, I did nothing other than staring at the eye piercing laptop screen. Yes, it pierce when you stare at it and nothing else for four consecutive days.

I downed a bottle of wine, go on apple diet, basically ate about 15 apples over the weekend and only had a proper meal twice in four days. Just too reluctant to cook.

At the end of the four days, it struck my mind that I haven't speak at all to a real person for four days excluding chatting online(which is virtual). That's the first time in my life I believe.

Every now and then, I take a break to get some fresh air at the little balcony. Other than the birds in the day, and cats scouting for its prey at night, not a single living soul is here.

Guess everyone here except me just turns out to have a real home to go back to after a long week's work and studies.

I have one too I said to myself, I just need to be patient, and wait a little while more. Just a bit more. I'll be fine.

Miss you all.