Just doing my time 0-Kiss Me Now!!

When I was in UTP, I often feel that i'm just doing my time there, like those prisoners would often say that they just wanna finish their time without causing any trouble.

Constantly reminding myself that it wouldn't be long, I'll grad in 5 years time. Get a good job in some big corporations, and work in some exotic country. That's the master plan.

But now, I'm half a globe away from home, working in Europe. For three months now. Fucking EUROPE man. And I still feel exactly the same. Just doing my time here.

And the best part is, you actually know when you are in this doing-my-time mode. It's when you start counting down your days left in this current phase before you move on to something else which you deem better. That's when you are actually just living by the days, hoping that days will pass by quickly enough so you would move on.

90 more days before i'm home that's what i keep in mind. Just doing my time huh.

Cause you will never finish your time in life, of course that wouldnt be the case if you're dead. Cause you'll finish your time in one phase and move on to starting a new timeline on the other phase, and its never ending.

SO much for the grass is greener on the other side. It's never greener, it's just a different type of grass maybe, but they are all the same fucking green everywhere.